Stay hungry, stay foolish. -Steve Jobs

Today is a good day, today is a GREAT day. It actually started out kind of shitty. Last night I had to pick someone up from the train station and their train was 15 minutes late, and I got there 15 minutes before it was SUPPOSED to get there. Then I had to drive 25 minutes to pick up their things, then 25 minutes back home. Then when I got home and got in bed, my roommates had a boy over. Boys always talk louder. Then as I was drifting into sweet sleep, I got a call from train kid. To tell me that one of my exs was in their dorm hall, which I had already told them my ex was there on their train ride. Maybe they didn't believe me? Then I put in my earplugs and went back to bed. I dreamed about my ex. The one that has been on my mind for a year now. It is coming up on our two year anniversary... if we stayed together... but we didn't... but technically we never really started going out, and technically we never really broke up. And if you think it is just me, I heard from him last December 2nd 2011 (almost a year after we broke up... depending on when you count when we broke up)... via text, I could have heard from him more recently via facebook but it was around the same time. It doesn't really matter, he moved away from here so there isn't anything anyway. But I wore his shirt last night, hoping to spark a dream maybe? It worked. I don't really remember a whole lot of it now because I didn't really recap it much this morning. The gist of it is I think we were going to try getting back together.

Anyway. Today was amazing. I love my classes. I love my professors and I am really happy. I have already made some friends in my classes and I have already started on my homework. Now I am kicking back, having a snack (not worrying about my weight one bit), and just relaxing. It feels great.

Also... I had my business law class today... maybe I do want to go to law school? {HELP}

"don’t settle as with all matters of the heart you will know when you’ve found it." -Steve Jobs

Wow... it has been UNGODLY too long since I have posted. Soo much has changed since then.... SOOO MUCH! I have no idea what I am doing with my life or what my next move is... everyone says I have sooo much time but honestly I have to choose my major in a couple months. Frankly I have NOOO idea. Going into college I was management, since then I have thought econ, finance, accounting, entrepreneurship, and now marketing. Which is practically every business major. 

Right now I am between these three:

Econ: Helps prepare me for the LSAT, and one less class than all the other majors. But who knows if I am even planning on taking the LSAT anymore even. And what would I really want with an econ degree... 

Finance: I don't know if I will like the classes, but it would be useful for life. 

Marketing: I think I might like marketing, my dad was a marketing major and it is the most broad. However, I cannot take my intro to marketing class until I return from spain (OH! I'm moving to spain in august... it really has been long!!) and I have to choose my major BEFORE I leave for spain. Choosing marketing would be a total crapshoot... it could be the kiss of death on the next two years of my life... okay three semesters but still. 

So here is the deal. If I am thinking of econ only because it has one less class, and I am taking 12 credits each semester... maybe I'm not supposed to be a student. Now this may sound perfectly normal... but hear me out. Everyone in my family has their end degree. My mother has her doctorate in nursing, my father his juris doctorate, and my sister is a third year med student. I have a LOT of pressure on me, I feel like I am letting my family down and wasting the opportunities I was born with. 

My dad did recently discuss with me quality of life. He told me, for the first time, that my happiness in life is more important than money. Everything WILL turn out okay. I need to relax, not worry, and make decisions. My life will unfold, and I cannot wait to see where it takes me and what new friends I make in the process.

PS- I am in love with Steve Jobs... I wish he was still alive because it would definitely be on my bucket list to have a conversation with him.